Ramón's Journey: A Kid in No-Man's-Land
Chapter One: Tree Of Life
BY PAUL CUADROS
This is the first in a five-part series detailing the arduous journey of one illegal
migrant into the United States. Young Ramón Zepeda left a desperate life on the streets
on a city in northern Nicaragua on a two-year, 2,400-mile journey to a better future in
the U.S. In part one, we see the young Ramón and the events that forced him into making
the desperate decision to attempt the trip north.
Even years later, as he began the difficult crossing into a more hopeful future in the
United States, Ramón would still think of his mother. He never understood why she did
the things she did. Why she beat him with a leather belt. Why she scarred him with
burning sticks of fire. Why she slapped him so hard that he fell to the floor. Or why, on
a warm spring morning in 1989, he watched in silence as she bargained him away.
Did she blame him for his father's absence? Perhaps she blamed him for their meager hut
made of mud and sticks Chinandega, a town in the roughest terrain of Nicaragua, in the
shadows of the San Cristóbal Volcano. No matter. At six years old, he fetched a good
price: A Citizen wristwatch, worth a handful of pesos. As his mother turned him over,
she did not look at him. This was only the beginning act in a long-staged play of cruelty
and abuse, but the little boy who was born Santos Ramón Zepeda Campos did not know
it yet. How could he? His mother said nothing to prepare him. She did not even kiss him
goodbye.
He was sold into slavery to an old Nicaraguan woman who told him to call her Doña
Elena. She and her sons tended a farm, just outside the hubbub of Chinandega. They had
corn and beans and cattle, which they sold at the local markets. Ramón had small but
strong hands, and he did his share of the work. It reminded him of life with his mother
and 11 brothers and sisters, farming land owned by their family.
Here, he slept in a corner. Dona Elena loved him, he knew. But she loved her two
grown sons, Chelo and Felip more. They were blood. They all lived in a single-room
mud house, with a dirt floor and cardboard roof. Ramón feared Chelo and Felip.
Sometimes, they pitted him in fights with their nephews, human cockfights of sorts. If
he lost, Chelo and Felip would beat him. Even when his bruises throbbed with pain,
Ramón would still get up every morning and head to the fields, using a machete to cut the
corn.
For two years, he earned his keep. Doña Elena was demanding, but she gave him
stability, a routine. But the routine shattered when Doña Elena suddenly died of a heart
attack. With her gone, he knew he could not stay with people who never wanted him in
the first place. At eight years old, he was on his own.
Alone on the streets of Chinandega, he tried to avoid the other homeless children
gathered in the park beneath the concrete monument to Rosa Sarmiento, the mother of
Rubén Dario, one of Latin America's most famous poets. Ramón had no choice but to beg
for food. A prosperous coastal city in the northwest corner of Nicaragua, Chinandega
had one of the busiest ports in the country. Most people turned him away, but some took
pity on him. The nice ones gave him centavos, pennies to buy food. He slept in the park
until he found a better spot, in the crook of a doorstep outside a dentist's office.
There were other dangers besides starvation. Roving gangs searched for street kids, to
bully, to steal from. The Cholos, the Vatos Lacos whenever he saw them he ran,
racing down side alleys and darting past the closed markets at night. They found him one
morning, asleep on his doorstep. They punched and kicked him. They beat him furiously,
until he collapsed. When he recovered, he was without a home again the
doorstep was no longer safe.
If the earth is cruel, he told himself, perhaps the heavens will be kind. He found a tall
tree on the outskirts of town. In it he fashioned a hammock, tying together a pair of pants
and a shirt. Secure high above the cement sidewalks and above the searching eyes of the
gangs, Ramón took stock of where his young life had led him. He had escaped the
madness of his mother. He had left the cruel home of Doña Elena. He was alone, but that
was okay as long as no one bothered him. He had clothes and shoes, which he tied to the
branches so they wouldn't be stolen in his sleep.
His luck changed a few months later when he met Daniel Orriante. Daniel took him
home to meet his mother, Isabel. The family fed him. They bought him an empty
shoeshine box, and Daniel helped him find polish and rags. Now, instead of begging,
Ramón could work for a living.
He began to make more friends on the street, where he became known as el
mudito, because he said so little people thought he was mute. People gave him more when they thought he couldn't speak, so he kept up the fiction. Working on the
streetcorner, he often made 20 pesos a day. He spent two pesos every day to take a bath at
the market. He might be poor, but he insisted on being clean. He bought his lunches from
restaurant counters, then sat on his shoeshine box so nobody would take it.
In the evenings, Ramón returned to the safety of his tree. Late one night, a gang
spotted him among the leaves. They pulled him down like a frightened monkey and beat
him. After six months living in the tree that had protected him, Ramón was flung back to
the cold streets of Chinandega. He would never sleep in the tree again.
For five years, Ramón spent days shining shoes and nights searching for a safe place
to sleep. Abandoned cars were the best, when he could find them. The Cholos found him
when he was 13 and beat him with chacos. The pipes were tied together with chains, and
they savaged his young body. He was taken to a hospital, where he stayed for two weeks.
Even today, when he looks in the mirror, Ramón still sees the scars of that horrible
night: His left eye is smaller than the right. When he smiles, only the right side crinkles
with joy. The left is flat and frozen.
When he left the hospital, Ramón grew more indignant at the cruelty around him. He not
only feared the gangs, but the police as well. They did nothing to stop the beatings. They
were just another, more powerful bunch that would hunt him, beat him, and rob him.
Then he got on their bad side. He tried to be a hero and intervene when he saw police
shaking down younger kids, but the cops beat him and told him to get lost.
Then, in December 1998, three policemen confronted Ramón, threatening to kill him
if they saw him again. His mother was gone. His mud hut was gone. His doorstep was
gone. His tree was gone. Where else could he go? Chinandega was not safe anymore; in
fact, none of Nicaragua was. That's when the idea hit him go to the United
States.
So, haunted by his mother and his difficult past, Ramón begins his 2,400-mile journey.
He doesn't know how he will get there, but the two American dollars worth of pesos he
got for his shoeshine box will help. Walking in a pair
of shoes that can hardly contain the growing feet of a teenage boy, he carries only the
clothes on his back. On the way out of town, he tries to keep track of his steps. But he
loses count.
Tomorrow: On The Road
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